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Monday, 21 August 2017

Blue Monday

I'm having one of those days.

This wasn't the blog post I had planned for today. What I actually had planned was a post giving my thoughts on WWE Summerslam, which occurred last night. I couldn't watch the show live, so I figured that I would watch it this morning, making notes as I go and then type up said notes for it to be published at some point in the late afternoon/evening. However, as I mentioned in my blog post from last Friday, sometimes life gets in the way. In this instance, I was pulled away from something that I actually wanted to do, to do something that I felt obliged to do. Maybe I should just get better at saying no. Maybe I should try and explain to people that I'm trying to keep to a blogging schedule, rather than not bothering because I don't feel like they'll understand. I dunno.

The errands took longer than I initially thought, so the idea of doing a Summerslam blog post started to fade away. By the time I got home and had lunch it was gone 1pm. Then on top of that, I've had my buttons pushed to the point where I've had two separate arguments in quick succession today, so I've also needed to take time to calm down and chill out after having lunch. So I didn't start writing this until about 3pm this afternoon.

My mood today isn't helped by the ever present feeling of being unwanted that's been hanging around in my head the past week or so. That people only really see me when they have to and don't actually want me at their social gatherings. I know that it's a silly thought, but it's one that lingers all the same.

If you got this far, thank you for reading my ramblings. I think I just needed to vent. Tomorrow is a new day and a fresh start. Onwards and upwards.

The title of this post has gotten the song by New Order stuck in my head, so I'm gonna leave you with that.

Stacey Rose xx

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